[Ep 22] The Universe is Perfect and We are Deserving of Abundance
In this episode, I’ll be talking about something that I deal with every day. It’s the feeling of not deserving what I currently have (abundance) and feeling extreme guilt for all that I am lucky enough to have.
For example, a few days ago, I had a full day filled with amazing conversations with friends. We spent hours discussing current events, politics, and other interesting topics. I went back home feeling loved, happy, and cheerful. I felt like everything was right with the world. There was this peace and contentment in my heart that just felt so right. I felt in complete alignment with the universe.
Even though the day was perfect, I still had a random thought. “Do I deserve having these amazing conversations with these amazing people?” and even “Do I even deserve to be happy?”
These thoughts are pulling me back and down. I have to consciously stop thinking this way. It is blocking the flow of good karma, joy and opportunities my way. I was sabotaging myself. (more…)